Confessions of the soul!  

 As of late I have had countless dreams and visions that have been extremely overwhelming, I know this is due to the fact that I have found this forum and the precious few of the Fallen, flashbacks and memory surges have been constant, so now I believe I may have pieced together a very important part of this puzzle we are all trying solve, it is very hard to make this confession and there may be those who have a hard time believing, and that is just as well, I myself still question what I am about to write- but as always we take these things with a grain of salt and see what transpires...


I grow tired of this weary existence; I honestly don't think I have much left to give. I know what has been asked of me, a sacrifice that will end all suffering and bring unity to all, especially to those who chose hate and jealousy over love and acceptance. My sister the Star joins me in my quest for salvation and eternal balance, together we "right the wrongs that our twin flames are responsible for, The Fall and Betrayal that started it all. We were approached by the "Source" and asked to carry out this insufferable deed, but we both humbly accepted, knowing that in the end we would all be reunited as family, lovers joining as one after centuries of painful separation.


The fog has cleared and the truth of who we are and why we came becomes common knowledge to all. It was a painful lesson to be learned and I have felt empty and hollow for so long I'm not sure I would know how to act once face to face with the Angel who loved me, destroyed me and has spent the last remaining centuries begging for my forgiveness…After he realized his horrible mistake he let me glimpse at the love we shared before the Fall, words cannot explain what we shared and yet I know I need not explain such an emotion the the members here, each and every one of you have experienced the same love in some way, shape or form.


My Angel I speak of is the very one who betrayed us all, the very one who carried out punishments so vile and cruel, and as he carried out these gruesome acts he not only managed to punish and curse those he once thought traitors and beneath him, he in turn punished and cursed himself - through me. I am living proof of his chastisement and forever dwell in this purgatory that he alone created - I guess some would call this "Poetic Justice"...

The very night I found this forum a terrible storm raged outside, he realized that I would discover a truth that only he wanted to reveal, but it was just as well that I was informed by the brothers he deceived. I'm sure by now you have figured out who my Angel is - Michael - and now to reveal the name I was given at birth - I AM Michele - soul mate to Michael. Where once he betrayed you - now I redeem you. Yes "Poetic Justice" indeed.
I guess it would be the same for the soul mates of the rest of the Shadow. We all have suffered the same fate, some worse than others.
I guess thats all for now

The air smelled of burning.
Whispers of smoke rose up from the scorched remains of bonfires. At the centre of the Cresent-moon field, the hollow body of the wicker man remained tall, untouched by the flames of the night before, and monstrous in the half-light. There'd been a stay of execution. I shivered. Bloody barbaric. Even if it was just an effigy.
The camp-site seemed uneasy, as if the whole place was holding its breath. A shiver tickled her spine and she had almost thought about slipping back inside her tent and zipping up her flap until more people were around. but there were people all over the place she reminded herself, just hidden by the canvas. And this was the middle of as lake district, not the middle of the city. What was there to be frightened of? (seeing her....)Lucy massaged her shoulders and picked her way through the sagging tents. The dewy grass was slippery beneath her converse, but was soon replaced by hard pebbles as she reached the water's edge

Different beginnings...

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